Back to day 5
I’m back to day 5 after a horrendous 3 week binge, just coming out of the withdrawal stage now and going into the shame guilt and depression stage but yet for some reason I no desire to drink, I didn’t want to go to the pub any day in the 3 weeks but had to when I got there I didn’t want to be there but didn’t want to go home either. Insanity of this disease, worst time of year to be starting again especially in Ireland, Xmas is all about drink here, I’ve ruined the last few and I’ve a chance now of salvaging this one, I’ve 6 aa meetings done in the last 5 days, wish me luck lads I’m going to need it