HAS
you been doing so well.
Here's what I reckon .
Find out for sure if you're getting fired.
Don't make decisions based on feelings, make them based on fact.
I now it's easy to wind yourself up and terrify yourself but just try and relax and breathe and wait to see what happens.
If the worst happens and you lose your job thats not the end of the world either. you can find another job or do some more training, or volunteer for a little while somewhere - that always looks good on a resume.
The one thing you really can't do is drink on this.
None of us can.
That would be like walking round Times Square with a big neon sign saying
FIRE ME & DON'T HIRE ME COS I DRINK.
You've come so far - don't go backwards now.
It'll be ok, no matter what.
Everything always is
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