Drinking will make it worse not better H&S. Just don't do it. You will feel worse. Recovery is sometimes not all rainbows and lollipops but it's better than being drunk or hungover. I went thru hell at work recently but for the first time handled it without alcohol. I fell into a deep depression but did not drink (I always handled stress with alcohol in the past). Finally I came out the other side still sober. It was hard but I did it and you can too.