[QUOTE=Bonecracker;6709200] The night after the meeting I drank wine and smoked crack, so I thought that it didn't really do anything. But like I said, I don't know exactly how it works.
Do you think maybe it didn't work and you went home to use is because you did not complete step 1?
Accept the fact that you are an addict?
You do that, accept the fact you are an addict, and work a program the only one stopping you is YOU, maybe get out of you and allow someone else to guide you. Preferable a sponsor as this person can explain the ropes to you and guide you!
I feel I always sound so unempathetic when I type things out. I am the type to show tough love, so please don't take offense to how it all comes out, strong will, I suppose.
