Sorry to hear you are in pain. I don't know what its like to feel you are losing your faith but I know what it feels like to be angry at the world.....you know this only hurts your self. Please reach out to people. Connecting with others will help that anger soften. I am glad you posted here. Maybe keep posting some more?
11 months is a spectacular achievement particularly when grappling with big emotional issues. That takes great strength. Keep going, you will work these questions and problems out if you take your time and don't cut others out of your life. Connecting with others in my experience is vital to find meaning and to heal.
Support to you.
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