Originally Posted by freshstart57

Did you decide not to drink for good, no matter what? I guess this is the Big Plan part. You need to understand that this is a new life you are committing to, and a whole bunch of things will change for you. Your beast will say you will fail, but that is a lie to keep you drinking. When you get a thought about drinking again ever, or failing at not drinking, you need to understand that this is just your beast, looking for another drink. It wil never ‘understand’, and will always be there. The point is that once you choose to never again drink, it no longer matters what it says or does. It is done and finished.

You can do this, NiC. I know it.