Originally Posted by
Swoiblelr 
How do I handle tonight? Do I come clean? My whole family will be there, or do I try and play it off? Again, I'm a 5th in.. For the record I want to stop. I'm in the throws of addiction.. I don't want to lose my wife and kids..
That's really up to you swoib - we can't make you do anyting you don't want to do. Being honest is generally going to give you the best chance of making positive change.
You have basically asked the same question about 5 times though, and you keep getting the same answer. I can pretty much guarantee that even if you ask us 100 times, no one is going to recommend that you lie to your family