Back again on AVRT
back again. I have tried avrt and drank, AA and drank; both programs at once and drank. my "relapses" are horrendous, I lose everything I own which is not much. Prayed my ass off to Higher power to remove obsession which would not leave for a good two weeks until I gave in.
Yes, I have been here before, but what else is there for me to do.
will start reading the AVRT book once more. and see what comes up this time. I have tried seeing the obsession as just my beastly brain wanting a drink, I did this after higher power, meetings...ect did not work and I still succumbed.