Welcome, Tv1. I'm a musician also and so many of us, famous and non-famous alike have found ourselves in the grip of alcoholism. It has taken me into the darkest and most dangerous places I have ever known. I was ungrateful for the gift of my musical abilities, but now whenever I pick up my bass I am filled with love, happiness and great pride in my sobriety. Wishing you all the best on your sober journey.