My first sober Christmas too. Very nervous about it......I plan to stay busy when I can. But i am worried about the day itself. I am scared I won't be able to do it to be honest. I would prefer to have no alcohol in the house but this won't be possible.....I don't feel I can impose this on everyone else. I am fine outside the house.....all my serious drinking was done at home.
I am going to try and make a plan for the day that will see me through. Most of all I don't even want to contemplate how I will feel if I drink.....enough damage has been done by this addiction already.