Welcome to SR Roza
There's a lot of support here and a lot of good ideas and understanding.
My demon was alcohol but SR helped me turn things around too and change my life.
Look forward to seeing you around.
ps as far as the language goes, I come from an Australian culture where swearing is pretty normal too - but it's not been necessary for me to curse here to tell my story here, or to ask for help
Somethings are more important than swearing I think - even in Spanish
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