Welcome to SR Reggie. You wont be alone here.
I can certainly relate to the loneliness and the struggle to find a place where you can relate to others about this addiction. Honestly, for me, SR is the only place I can truly bring my struggle with addiction. I have a good family and close friends but it is very hard for others to understand addiction and I must admit it is not something I really want to share with others too much. I hope you will find SR helpful.....I could not have quit without it.
Support to you.