Yet Another Post
Since I’m digging this site, and I have stopped drinking, I’ve done loads of thinking instead
Since my childhood, I’ve had intense anxiety
It’s come and left throughout my life
I’ve drank a bit as a kid and lots more as an adult
My anxiety stems from childhood abuse, I do know this
I’ve self-medicated yet gone years with hardly a drink, only to go back hard on boozing
Vicious cycle
Well, since this is truly the only time I’ve ever attempted quitting, I’ve really did some thinking
I’ve come up with the fact that I must deal with my emotional issues without the crutch of alcohol
And I’m finally doing just that
Sure is rough
and that’s probably why I ignored the painful issues and just poured in my temporary solution
Does this make sense to any of y’all?
Because I’m flying by the seat of my pants here