I am years crack free and love my life so much more. Know that wanting more and more as you do it is normal. Don't beat yourself up for that. The thing to focus on is not starting in the first place.
Change as much as you can. Your numbers, people who you hang with, places you go.
Crack is beatable as you can see others here have done it. YOU can too.
Keep posting so we can see how you are doing. Be accountable to stopping.
K