All you need to do is get through the day sober Mera - it neednt always be graceful.
It seems to me like you're jumping ahead a lot and gettign overwhelmed.
What about staying in the day a little more?
Recovery doesn't mean never being stressed or scared or angry or overwhelmed - it means feeling all those things and staying sober anyway.
If the party is stressing you cancel it. If work is overwhelming, delegate.
If today was a bad one, remember that tomorrow or the day after probably won't be.
Everything will be ok in the end
If you think your plan needs more work these links are sill the best ones I know
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ery-plans.html (Psst...wanna know why I'm always recommending recovery plans?)