Feeling lost
I've been feeling lost lately. So I decided to join a group where I thought I could talk with people that are in a similar situation.
It get a so frustrating I want to scream and run.
My alcoholic is always out. Probably 6 nights a week. I try to stay busy but it gets lonely when the one person you want to do stuff with chooses alcohol. You would think after almost 10 years I could handle it by now. It never gets easier. The years keep moving on and I ask myself is this really where I want to be? I'm 47 and don't know if I want to spend the rest of my days in this vicious cycle.