damaged
Hoping time will heal our marriage/selves. We've drifted so far apart I'm not too sure. We put on some kind of show to the world but we both struggle through resentments, apathy, health issues at "home". We certainly would be in a better place if I'd gotten sober years ago. All I can do is concentrate on myself-stay sober. Hopefully as she sees me get healthier she'll try harder too. If we've become too toxic, time will tell.