Originally Posted by
sickofthiscrap 
I am with you. It is hard handling sobriety in the face of a loss. I haven't succeeded but going to try again. There is more to lose with drinking.
When I relapsed recently I did the “yet” I got a DUI, I had never got caught drinking and driving. I woke up in jail, hoping I had not killed anyone. Luckily I didn’t. But I don’t remember driving. I am lucky. Very luck and favored. Today I am thank to be sober.