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Old 12-03-2017, 12:28 PM
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sadsadgirl
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Ghost of Christmas past

Hiya, Iíve not posted in a while, but whilst Iím enjoying my sobriety, Iíve been thinking of what place I was in last Christmas. Iím struggling with shame, guilt and disgust when I remember all the sneaking around drinking bottles of wine in the morning to be able to face the family. How was that me? How selfish was I being? How ill must I have been? Sorry I just needed to post this. Phew writing makes it feel less powerful.
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