Hi Six
many of us faltered a time or two. No need to beat yourself up - and no need for any of us to do that either.
I wanted to say tho - this?
I didn’t see it coming and not sure I could have stopped it if I had.
I think as long as you think that way you're vulnerable.
A good recovery plan should be about self awareness - and it should also be about having a strategy if self awareness fails and you find yourself ambushed.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...very-plan.html (What exactly is a recovery plan?)
in the relationship between you and your addiction, you hold all the power. It needs you to get what it wants.
No surrender.