Regret
It occurred to me today that I first found this website back in 2012. That means I have suspected that I have had a drinking problem for nearly 6 years and have failed to get sober until recently. Of course, I have tried and failed in the past but I guess my heart was not in it. All the heartache, bad decisions, ruined relationships, fear and self-loathing could have been avoided sooner!!
I told my sister today that I have stopped drinking and was pleased when she said she would buy me some fancy soft drinks to celebrate Christmas day at her house. Why was I so scared of her reaction?
I’m sorry for all my posts – it helps to write down what I’m thinking. It keeps me on the straight and narrow!
Thanks for reading.