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Old 11-27-2017, 12:11 AM
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Payday Tomorrow

Normally payday I go for one drink and it turns into a binge.. last payday my budget went out the window with drinking because I started smoking heaps.I almost missed my car payment. I lose all common sense on a binge and even convinced myseld I didn't care if I lost my car. My best friend calls it party time. I only saved my car by taking out a high interest loan. This pay I will be ok if I smoke just a few cigarettes a day and don't drink. I can even pay other bills. Last pay my justification was that I have needed a few drinks to make me happy. Instead I lost 3 nights sleep worrying about my car. I know its easy just don't take the first drink. Of course I could afford two bottles but it wouldn't stop there. How do I stop pure madness taking over again? There will be no way out this time. Hopefully I learn my lesson last pay.
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