Originally Posted by
Susiesmiles 
Thank you so much for the replies! I think the biggest thing for me is and going to be not constantly thinking about how I'm going to drink or sneak a drink in when I'm out in the evenings or even worse on a trip with sober people. Putting vodka in water bottles, getting irritated by having to eat dinner at non alcoholic restaurants! What a constant whirlwind in my head!
Yeah, I don’t miss transferring vodka to a water bottle and then still hiding it as a sort of double layer of protection, cause even if the water bottle got found The jig wasn’t up straight away unless the contents were smelled or tasted!
Utter madness now I think of it and what a devious little blighter I was when drinking.