I feel very disheartened at the moment. I can't relax at work any more as I feel like I am constantly being monitored. I try my best to make conversation but I am finding things diffiult since my sister went back to her ex. My parents are coming to terms with it I think but they made it clear to her that she is welcome home for a visit anytime but please don't bring him as he has caused enough destruction to this family. It is their house so fair enough I suppose.
Also I am afraid I could be fired at any time as my contract is up for renewal. It is hard living with this constant anxiety. My father says I won't be fired if I could just let that thought go and just focus on what I am supposed to be doing.
I don't really have a lot to say. Perhaps I will feel better in the morning.
Anyway I just stopped by to say "hi". Hope you are all keeping well. Best wishes always, Tetra