It's good you enjoyed your first meeting. It takes a while to get comfortable. *I* think a lot of the anxiety comes from having to be honest and 'face' ourselves in an 'ugly light'. Our mistakes,shame,ect..That's a lot of crap to have to honestly see/say you did and own it. You're thinking pattern(s) that led you there.. No one wants to be told what they did wrong by anyone and when you're telling/accepting that yourself can be very overwhelming. At first. Then it becomes liberating. Think of it like swimming lessons. At first you're terrified of drowning. Each time you attend another lesson you relax a bit more. Before you know it you're swimming. Hang in there.
