Thanks Dee. I've been off alcohol for just over 2 years now and the thought of a drink make me feel like running away screaming. No desires (or a whisper) at all in that regard.
A couple years, eh? Oh, boy. *sigh* Good thing it's just the odd thought once in a great while rather than craving.
It's the plausibility that bothers me. But I keep playing the tape. The 'oh, just this one time' will turn into full blown day in and day out use. I'm not going back...ever! I've quit twice in a year's time after months of use. It's just too hard to do. I don't want to go through that hell again.
I'm done. Period.