Originally Posted by
MJJLB So here I am. 30 year old wife and mother of 3 wonderful children , and secret alcoholic up until 3 days ago when I confessed my closet binging to my husband. I've had enough of the hiding, the stress, the sickness and the pain. I suffer from anxiety and the drinking and the hiding has obviously made it so much worse. I am 3 days sober today and excited to live my life instead of just existing , my kids deserve so much more. This is hard because the idea of never drinking again terrifies me but I NEED to change! I can do this..... right?
Yes.... do it right now, I've lost my partner of over 8 years & he loved me dearly, he's had enough of my binge drinking & says he doesn't love me anymore, don't be where I am, the pain is killing me, take care x