New member here
Hello everyone. This is my second stab at alcohol recovery. The first time didn't go so well and ended up being a 5 year cycle that ended in my realization that yes, I do need help. I've been a binge drinker since I started drinking. I'm good for about 4 blackouts a year. I have no idea why I can't control myself when I start drinking or why I can't seem to find the off button until it's to late. The shame is overwhelming sometimes (I can't believe I did that.....I said what? I hurt who?). Anywho, I'm ready to give this another shot.