Originally Posted by
Davey1 
I have been sober from a hydrocodone addiction that last 2 years. It has been roughly 5 years since the conclusion of my addiction. Ever since I got clean, I still have a draw for more drugs. It is all I think about every single day. I know that I dont want to go back to the person I was, mostly struggling with depression and self harm back then. But getting more drugs is still constantly on my mind, and if I had another pill bottle, I would go back in a heart beat. Does anyone else have the same struggles? I have come so far spirituality and mentally, but this need never seemed to go away.
That sounds exhausting Davey1. A lot of the people in this sub-forum use AVRT to conquer those thoughts, myself included. It is a learned skill to recognize and dissociate from one's Addictive Voice. Sounds like something that you could use.
Congrats on 2 years sober and welcome to this corner of the internet.
Have a read around, there are some really fantastic informative threads about AVRT that I think could really help you.
