Originally Posted by
dandylion 
mum.....you still have your grieving and mourning the loss, as you already know. What you may not k now is that it will take weeks to months for you to get your sea legs back....it will get better in increments....Grieving takes time....and you just have to soldier through it.....
I call it the short0term pain for the long-term gain......
I think the signing has made it all very real for you.....
Thank you Dandylion. Funny you should say that because that is what I have been telling myself all along. I know I will get through it, just will take time.