I keep trying. That’s all I can do. Dee and the folks here have given me a “pass”. They don’t applaud my relapse, they just have an open door. I don’t think I’m a CR, I’m just in a relapse that has been going on for a few years. Having trouble climbing out. If I was shamed here because I said day one day two day one day zero, I would despair. I love this place.