Old 11-11-2017, 11:42 AM
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Originally Posted by MidnightBlue View Post
Every morning I wasn't sure how I am going to make it through the day. I was terrified. And no one understood me. Because emotional wounds...people don't see them....people don't see you bleeding inside...and that it hurts 1000 times worse than physical pain.

So, I am sitting on the bench in the locker room and it struck me: "That is life. Here I can learn how to curb my anxiety and enter the "battlefield" leaving emotions behind. Here I can practice detaching myself from the situation. Here I can learn how to control what I can control and stop worrying about what I can't control".

That is why I needed it. I didn't even know it, but I needed it.

At some point anxiety disappeared.
I really relate to this MB, thank you for posting & I'm so pleased for you

I'm not out the other side yet, but I'm some way along the path ...
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