Wax - That is terrible to hear. That’s an awful environment. Toxic and poisonous beyond belief. My dad was/is a bad drinker and unpredictable, but even in his worst rage he didn’t wish me dead. He’s a good man with a bad problem. Really screwed my self esteem.
Anyway, it seems like the worst place you can be. This new place seems like a new beginning for you?? You do not have to put up with that abuse. If there’s any way you can break free of them entirely, I’d face your mom down. I guess verbally torching her would lead to nothing good. Better to completely ignore. It’s worse on them that way, and easier on you.
I digress. Trying to make you a failure. That’s really nice. Great job mom.
Can you bring a friend with you when you go back? Preferably a badass biker dude? Or perhaps an actual pit bull? Seriously though, you CAN bring a cop. You have right to get your stuff out without being abused.
Keep posting. You can emerge from this!!