Wildflower,
I just went through this on Monday. I was trying to taper, it didnt work. The fear is what kept me from reaching out to my Dr or urgent care.. Finally monday I couldnt take it anymore, I felt like I was going to pass out for 3 days. I created the fear, when i got to the Dr, they were so caring & understanding. I got a few meds & within an hour I felt almost normal. Bottom line, I was freaking myself out for no reason which made it worse.
the cost was a couple hundred dollars. Do it now. It only gets worse. P.s., I drank a beer before I went to the Dr & still almost passed out in the dr's office. It was my fear. I guess there is no better place to pass out. I hope you do it today.