Thank you Dee, I want to get back to the place of health and recovery. I feel that I have gone so deep, there is no way out. I have tangled myself into a lie, about what's really going on and now I'm stuck in this lie.
I have taken time off of work and can afford to do any treatment that I choose, it's the fear of being found out, the lie, the fact that I'm simply a drunk....God, I must be more than this. Why does the booze make us feel so damn good and so damn bad at the same time????
