Old 11-06-2017, 06:11 AM
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MyParadise
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Day 11 - joining November class for community

Good morning everyone,

It's nice to wake up, read posts, and not feel alone in this struggle.

SR feels so large to me, so I think joining this November class will help it feel smaller.

I made it through the last two days of temptation, dinner with friends last night and dinner with my family the night before. Both evenings people drinking wine and gin. I feel good, but miss the drink.

Is it the drink I miss or the feeling of "take me away"? I think it is the calm and "take me away" feeling I get with the first sip. Thats why I have fallen off sobriety before, because I want that feeling of relief.

Have a good day everyone.
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