gslat, I am so thankful for this post! I am just 3 weeks in and I feel so negative that I don't post much because I don't want bring down people or leave the impression that every moment sucks ( it doesn't suck, especially in the morning when I wake up without a hangover!). The fact is this is HARD. It just is. But knowing that someone is seeing a break in the clouds further down is reassuring for me. I cry every damned day. I hate, hate, hate that.
Thanks so much.