Originally Posted by Berrybean

My attempts fell short as well for quite a while. Then one day I really Heard How It Works when it was read out, and I realised that if I wanted change, then I needed to lean into my fears and just do it. At the end of that meeting I approached a lady and asked her to sponsor me - she has been doing so now for 3 years, and working those steps has been a life-changer for me. Honestly - more so than anything I learned while studying at Cambridge ever did.

Was it scary? Yes. Was it worth it? More than anything I've ever done.

I'd suggest you give it another go. It sounds like you are more ready to get willing now than perhaps you were before.

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