Hope1989

Hey guys,

Well, in the beginning, I just want to let all of you out there that I am very grateful that I am alive and that so far - despite all the amount of problems that drinking have brought me - nothing irreversible has happened yet. For what I previously mentioned I'm so thankful because not everyone has the benefit of getting sober without a terrible event happening.

However, although lucky so far, this poses a big threat to me. I am an alcoholic, I recognize it. And it's precisely an irreversible event that I want to avoid. I have stopped for a while and then go back to drinking. I have tried AA but came short within the attempts. It is my fault. In a weird way, I feel kind of intimidated or scared of actually working the steps.

I do need oriented help and I was wondering if someone in here may drop any advice in how to proceed.

All the best everyone !