Thank you guys. I went to a women's meeting last night. My 2nd meeting. Most of them were much older, my grams age. One reached out, asked for my number and called me today. She invited me to a different meeting on Friday where there were some ladies my age she wants to introduce to. I also got a copy of the big book that I've been reading tonight. I'm not sober yet. Impending withdrawals hold me back. Again excuses. Much guilt. I will keep trying. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences