Originally Posted by
Pressmetilihurt 
I see that no matter what happens my brain will tell me I can still enjoy drinking.
That's actually addiction talking. It's entirely reasonable to expect that you can reach a point where your brain will not keep telling you that you can still enjoy drinking. I can't say exactly when I reached that point, but I cannot remember the last time I thought it would be OK to have a drink or that I would enjoy it.