Originally Posted by
goodbyeevan 
There were alot of excuses in my original post and I am working on understanding the true meaning of willingness and giving up those excuses to do the best thing for myself.
In the end,whether you drink or not, that's all they are..Excuses. It seems(at least to me) to sound like reasons you should drink,but why? That's where you can get a bit of space from this 'thing'. When you get to the 'why' of it all. To me,now,the 'why' is I've crossed that line and just should never go back. Work,breakdown of relationship,bills,ect.. Why/how would drinking solve or even help fix anything? If anything it'll make them worse. Towards my final drinking days my excuse was "F'it!"..Real valid reason ehh?
You called it when you said "excuses"..That's all they are and they're not valid for me anylonger.