Today is 65 days for me,
My story, too long. Short version, I drank everyday, became emotionally and mentally unstable and sat down on my bedroom floor by the bathroom and said "I can't go on living like this anymore god please help me" I was contemplating suicide but was to afraid to die. I was also to afraid to live like I was anymore. I had already ended up in the hospital after downing half a bottle of pills a few weeks earlier. I gave up and called my old sponsor and got back into meetings.
Whats been working for me.
Talking to my sponsor on a regular basis
Praying every morning and night
Going to lots of meetings
Committing on SR everyday to stay sober
Getting into the 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous with my sponsor.
Working with a Addictions Councillor