Originally Posted by
Anarock 
I can totally understand that. I NEED to stop drinking, I hate my drunk self.
At the same time, I can't stop. It makes no sense.
i was watching an Alan Carr Quit Smoking clip on YouTube and he said that
addiction takes away the choice.
you may think you choose to drink or not to drink, smoke or not to smoke - it's physiologically driven. the supply in the blood stream messes with your emotions, your mood, energy levels. etc.
but yeah, i'm certainly familiar with the ambivalent feeling and thinking I'm choosing to drink because I'm bored or that I have no future or other hopeless feeling. That's just the booze talking?
__booze___me__
