I hear you. I tried to stop over and over. I really enjoyed drinking. It was my number one hobby! Loved it! Finally though, the alcohol caught up with me. That’s what we read here, so many people, it gets worse and it destroys you.
I told a friend at dinner that stopping drinking was the best thing I have ever done.
she was very suprised it was the best thing as I am very acomplished, I have helped a lot of people, etc. I said it is the best thing I have ever done for ME.
Alcohol is great until it isn’t, but by that time, it is very hard to stop.
We all choose our own path, but I am glad I found this site to remind me I could choose my path, it wasn’t set.