Oh I don’t plan on racing back. And she did call a few days ago. I assume she isn’t calling out of shame now, or realizes the impass she has put up.
Trust me when I say I’m not that foolish. It’s just amazing that I stood by the woman for a year and a half and this guy leaves her in less than two months. The universe is funny that way. I just hope she seeks real help this time, that’s all. It’s sad to see the self destruction. As well as amazing to see that what we all knew to be true was very very true in reality. I’m not thriving on validation, I’m just glad to know I’m not going nuts. It brings me no thrill knowing she suffered seizures again...and that sooner or later I’m sure I will have to face her. Like I said, I just have to now think hard about what I am going to say when I do. Focused, calm, collected, resolved is my approach, just need to get the words right before hand. To protect myself.