Old 10-25-2017, 02:08 PM
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Stayingsassy
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Originally Posted by ljc267 View Post
For me it was all about the REAL decision to quit. I had thought about quitting a million times and half a** tried hundreds of times. Again for me it wasn't the av getting me to drink again. It was that I really hadn't committed to quitting. When I finally decided that I had had enough did I finally succeed.

It was that I didn't care what my av, or whatever you want to call it, said. I didn't listen or care what it thought. I knew I was done and no one was going to tell me otherwise.

I know that may sound over simplified but for me to come to that decision was the greatest thing I ever did for myself. I finally became selfish for a good reason.

All that being said, my point is that you know you can't drink. You've made it two weeks without it so you CAN do it. Now do you want it or not?
I love this. This is how I feel. My AV hasn’t stood a chance in hell, it’s Ike it’s not even there. I am done.
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