4 months sober today.
The farther along into my sobriety I get, the less desire I have to return to my old way of life. I like the person I am today.
I continue to work on my sobriety every day, but it's not all encompassing nor does it fill my every waking thought like active addiction did.
At this point, I am certain I would test drug free. Withdrawal was long, but it's done.
My last hurdle was sleep. Sleep has turned into a beautiful thing.
Dreams are fun and interesting, except for the last 2 weeks or so. Have been dreaming repeatedly of having opportunities to toke. I have dreamed of breaking my sobriety with both drink and pot, however the last two times were pot related and I abstained both times.
I believe the increased frequency of these dreams were because of my 2 big
upcoming sobriety milestones. Now that I've reached 4 months free of pot, I hope these crazy dreams will subside.
Besides marriage and childbirth, sobriety rates at number 3 of the best things I have ever done.