For me it wasn’t about not being able to drink. Hell I did it for decades and I was really good at it. It was making me sick though, physically and mentally and psychologically too. I was about to lose everything I held dear.
It was more about making the choice to never again drink, so that I could have a life worth living. I knew that if I decided I could quit, me alone, it was the best way to guarantee I would never drink again. My sobriety would depend on nothing or no one else. I decided that nothing would ever, could ever make me change my mind. And so I did. I made a plan about never drinking again.
How about you, corriec? Do you have a plan about ever using alcohol?