Hello SoulShine8 - greetings. I will be meeting with an attorney tomorrow. I understand everything you said about losing job and in the paper. I've already had a friend who saw my mug shot online reach out to me. Job already knows as i'm now being dropped off and picked up. I too had finally got to a better place but couldn't see it and now I've blown it too. I'm trying to view this as my last chance to get sober and i have to do it cause i really do want to live - and what i've been doing hasn't been living. Best wishes.